a little birdy told me.

dear ex,

im not really sure where to begin. well we dated for 2 and a half year and thats an insanely long amount of time. i know you so well, i know how you lie about just about everything, i know that u are confused about what you want from life right now. i will always love you and i will always care about you more than you think.

we fought way to much. some was my fault some yours i think its just because we have different paced lifestyles i like to go go go, always be doing something always be looking for the next exciting thing thats gonna happen. you like to chill and just hang around, do nothing pretty much. nothing wrong with that, its just not how i like to be. we both want to be right in every situation; which is both our faults. you dont know how to admit when your wrong which always really bothered me. there is nothing wrong with admittng you were wrong in a situation and saying your sorry for it, you had a hard time doing that. you did things you knew i hated and i thought i could change you but i couldnt. it broke my heart because i pictured how awesome things could be if we could just seem to make ourselves fit right. i know you really care about me and i really care about you otherwise we wouldnt of stayed together as long as we did.

you left me for another girl. that hurt, really really bad. i dont think i could ever begin to explain to you how broken hearted i was. i didnt understand what i did wrong or why you didnt think i was as awesome as all my other friends say i am, but its because i always called you out when you were doing something wrong; thats my fault, i should of went about it another way, i only wanted the best for you and honestly your really lazy. you need to get a job you need to get a license you need to finish school, and all of that really bothered me i couldnt understand why you couldnt motivate yourself to do any of that because my personality is completely opposite. and i guess the girl you left me for didnt hassle you about growing up a little and doing all these things that you actually have to do when you grow up. i was really really mad at first and i hated you and her, but im not bitter anymore, she didnt do anything wrong she just fell for you like i did, i dont know what it is you say or do that made m love you so much but i did.

all that aside, we did have our good times, you made me laugh, we had alot of fun together when we wernt fighting. you knew exactly how to push my buttons and tick me off but you also knew exactly how to make me happy…when you wanted to, it started to become a rare occasion. i really felt like i could tell you absolutely anything and although i didnt trust you because you always lie, i will never forget all the times you opened up to me and let me see the real you, he’s in there somewhere and he is amazing, you just need to learn to let things be the way they are going to be and not lie to try and protect yourself. your talented and smart you just needed to apply yourself.

your family, God i love your family. your sister was like my sister, your dad is awesome and although your mom is crazy i loved her too. your nefew <sp> was like mine and i love him so much, i dont think you understand how much i love that kid and i dont ever want to feel like i dont have the freedom to see him if i want to. 

i really loved you alot, everything you did pissed me off…like everything. and we got in fight basically every time we hung out but something about you made me love you. i always will love you. i honestly think that if you got your life straightened out we could be an awesome pair and be so happy together. i guess differences in our lives right now just had to break us apart.

im actually doing ok trying to move on. its hard to let go after 2 and a half years but i doing pretty good. im making new friends and having fun growing up. i try everyday to let go of all the anger i hold on to because of other girls and all the lies. i dont want to be bitter anymore. maybe someday a second chance might work, as of right now im content, im happy with my life and where its going.

dont forget you will always have a special place in my heart no matter what. i only want the best for you, honestly. and i hope our lives lead us to where they need to be, i wish you only happiness in your future and i hope its a bright one.

loves always,

TAY

dear stranger,

im not quite sure who you are or what you stand for but i wish you the very best in life. just remember God loves you and everything will work out the way its suppost to. i really dont know much more to say than that see as how i dont know you. but i hope your day is fantastic and keep up the good work.

your strange friend,

TAY

Dear sister,
Oh how I love u so very much. I have so many fond memories of our childhood together. You have grown up so much! It blows my mind u will b in high school this year. I know we don’t hang out enough anymore. I need to fix that. I love you so much!
Love always,
Sissy

Dear dreams,
I have a lot of you. Although some may be unrealistic like a dolphin trainer, a marine biologist, a national geographic photographer or a person that travels the seas studying whales; I know I can make one of them come true if I set my mind to it or atleast come close. I swam with dolphins, I can always go scuba diving, go to africa and take pictures and maybe someday go on a boat trip and see whales. As for the dreams that might be easier to achieve I know I will meet the right guy someday that makes me happy and loves me unconditionally, I want a happy healthy family with beautiful children and a Godly household. And I know I can make those dreams come true. So dear dreams if I set my mind and heart to it I know I can make u come true.
Love always,
TAY

I want him for christmas

Was looking through my photos. I love this one! Little paris!!
Taylorprice photography whooO

Dear parents,
I take you both for granted. I am truly blessed to have such God loving, encouraging parents in my life. You both always encourage me to do my best and be whatever I want to be and use the talents God gave me. I’m lucky to have you both in my life, your great examples of what I want my life to be like when I get married someday, I never see you fight and ur obnoxiously still very much in love which is a great example to me and madison as to how great a good marriage can be. I love you both very much.
Love,
TAY

I have a tumblr app on my phone its pretty awesome.

It was fantastic!!

I can not wait for this concert!!!!! July 21st couldn’t get here fast enough. Dave matthews is the shit.